What have you been searched for in this life ? Money ? Love ? Success ? or Confession ?
Since I was born, I always searching for love. It doesn’t mean I never search for money. It just… so many rejection happened till at one point I felt everything has no value in my life.
I just felt…. empty.
If you ask what things can describe you the most ? I pick an empty box.Like my life, is empty, none. No pain, no happiness, no light, no color. only silent.
I wanna spice up my life with someone. A guy, a lover, someone who can make me feel comfort to be me.
A guy who is good looking, rich, successful has no meaning if he doesn’t love me or If I have no feeling on him.
I don’t know why, right now…. I feel so numb.
Maybe I’m tired with guy.