After I got the sweetest Christmas gift last year, I’m starting really sure that the Guy up there heard me.
It doesn’t mean I didn’t believe in Him. But sometimes I am thinking my voice would never be able to reach Him. But He knows me better. I’m not a quitter and cannot just give up. I will keep calling and running to search of what I want or what I need.
In my whole life, I never success to get love (except from my parents of course). But I began to ask myself, there’s no way in my whole life will be like this. So is it I’m the one who’s not easy to be loved or I’m the one who rejecting love to come ? Or have I tried for once again to let other people to connect with my world again ?
God knows I believe in effort. But lately I want a miracle and I like it or not, I’m starting to believe it.
One thing that I’m sure it will happen.
I will meet him this year. I feel it and I believe it.
I want to give myself one more chance to try and get out of that room.
Ladies and gentleman… this year… is my Freedom.
