When actually we’ve been grown up ? Can you feel it ? I can feel I have grown up or I should have to grow up.
I’ve been failing to one another. Not good at impressing people, made many mistakes that hurted my family, still don’t have a job, or probably have a good life. I’ve been breaking lots of thing and tried to fix it everytime, but none of it could be fixed. So I’ve been telling myself, hey you are just a trouble maker that could screw each time you almost make something better. So should I stop trying to screw my life ?
I was not be able to accept my imperfect self. I can not sing nice, I don’t have beautiful face, or I am not tall, or probably have a genius brain, and most of it, I cannot persuade people for being nice or like me. I’m just me, myself.
So Lately I’ve been thinking. I’ve been through a lot of failure, a lot. Nobody impressed by me. But what I forget, I had never learned from it. I keep trying to make a change but I never learned from my mistake and keep make another mistake.
We need to drag our courage to admit that we do a mistake that put us into a failure person. Don’t blame others surround you. I’ve been failure because I was too soft to myself to offended my rights, my dream, and my opinion among others. I was too shy to ask, too scare to make a mistake, too stupid to be perfect. Until in the end, none of it is my mark of success.
But one thing that I know. People will always have a failure in their lives. But they would be success if they could stand up again and fight.
That is why I never tell myself it’s too late to fix and to learn. Cause it is too late when you want to fix anything when you are death.
